sad(e)ness

Yes, I am sad. But at the same time I'm really happy about it!
I am happy that something can make me feel that sad. 
It makes me feel alive you know? It makes me feel human.

The only way I could feel this sad now is if I felt something really good before!

I have to take the bad with the good.

So I guess what I'm feeling is a... beautiful sadness! 

I guess that sounds stupid...

Well, it shouldn't.